Episode 9: Colleen Bell

In this episode of “Akathisia Stories,” we hear from Colleen Bell, the loving niece of Stephen O'Neill, who died in 2016 at the age of 48. Stephen was a devoted family man who Colleen describes as having dedicated his life to helping others. A talented singer-songwriter and guitarist, Stephen was well known to pub-goers and nursing home residents in Northern Ireland, playing frequent gigs, several of which were abruptly canceled in the summer of 2016 when he had what was later characterized as a catastrophic reaction to the antidepressant Sertraline, also known as Zoloft. Within 48 hours of starting the prescription, Stephen experienced the scariest night of his life. His heart was racing and his mind was in overdrive with a relentless stream of dark and disturbing thoughts.

[Colleen Bell]: He said that his thoughts were multiplied by a thousand. He could feel almost things crawling on his skin. And he felt like he couldn’t sit down. He couldn’t settle. I believe he went for a walk because he wanted to try and shake the agitated feeling that he had throughout his whole body, and he still didn’t feel any better. So he basically said that he just waited for the sun to come up so that he could go and get help.

We'll have Colleen and Stephen's full story in a moment.

Colleen Bell grew up in a small town in Northern Ireland and studied Law at the University of Ulster and went on to train as a lawyer at Queen’s University. She was admitted to the Roll of Solicitors in 2012 and shortly after emigrated to Melbourne, Australia. On the 29th of July, 2016, Colleen’s life changed forever when her Uncle Stephen died by medication-induced suicide. Returning to Ireland upon the devastating news of Stephen’s death, she settled into a career in local government, vowing to use all of her spare time to ensure some form of justice for Stephen was served. Using her legal expertise, Colleen led the family through the coroner’s inquest where it was agreed that Stephen had a catastrophic reaction to Sertraline and suffered akathisia. Following the inquest, Colleen founded Stephen’s Voice, a Facebook page that aims to generate awareness around side effects to prescribed medication and medication-induced suicide; she also launched Prescribed Harm Awareness Day [July 29] in 2020 and co-founded a pressure group, Families Bereaved by Medication-Induced Suicide, uniting families from all around the world to push for change. Her activism has found her a place on Dr. David Healy’s Politics of Care Forum. A busy mother of two wonderful children under three years old and a King Charles Cavalier named Buddy, she is supported by her husband, Patrick, who has been and continues to be an absolute rock to her. It is Colleen’s dream to one day be in a position to dedicate even more of her time and efforts to prescribed harm awareness.

We’re releasing this episode on July 29th, 2021, the fifth anniversary of Stephen O'Neill's death. It’s also Prescribed Harm Awareness Day, which Colleen and Stephen's Voice created in memory of of those who have lost their lives to medication-induced suicide, in support of their families, and of all those suffering around the world with iatrogenic illness. To find out more, please visit https://www.facebook.com/stephenoneillsvoice.